OMG! I love a muslim guy!?

I dont wanna to be a "cougar"!!! But, I really love him so much... But, he smaller than me a year! he's a muslim... and also, we're different races to each other! I dont wanna to be a muslim in the furtune! but, I really really love him so much! He's funny, handsome, cute....... I know if he change his religion he'll get punish... & his family will ....... his family maybe dont wanna to accept me~ so, what should I do! We're still study. Is student! read in the same class.... what should i do!!!!!??? help me please!